i'm sorry kiddo.
serious.
i can be a real b*t*h sometimes.
a complete jerk.
an a**hole
a jack*ss
an idiot
you name it.
at times like this,
that i feel like throwing up.
it's simply
.skin-scrawling,
.revolting,
.disgusting,
.unacceptably offensive.
even to me.
you deserved better.
I. AM. SO. SORRY. :( :( :(