Sometimes I can't believe it myself that I've got three small ladies living with me. And they call me mama. Hell, dah tua rupanya aku. Nak-nak bila tengok anak2 dara aku dah punya 'personaliti' masing-masing.
Hari tu Arina gaduh ngan kakak-kakaknya. Berebutkan jantan. Hah hah hah! Al-kisahnya selang dua tiga buah rumah ada family malaysian jugak. Anak2 depa dua lelaki sorang perempuan. Maka yang lelaki dua orang itu menjadi rebutan anak2 daraku. Kahkahkahkah! Si Arina yang kecik empat tahun tu buat aku gelak gila bila dia boleh jerit ke seberang jalan dengan penuh kuat sekali:-
"Fatehhhh!!!! Saya nak kawin dengan awakkkkkk!!!!"
Oh tidakkkkkkkkk! Adakah antara mereka yang akan ikut jejak langkah entah sapa tah tu? Hahahahahaha!
Anyway, tentang anak2 gadisku.
Aimie; happy go lucky. She surprised me by adjusting so well with the new school environment. She's not afraid to befriend the English. Take things lightly and always has this positive aura around her. Loves to smile and tease a lot too. Many friends to say hello to, to and fro the school. I love that she's happy.
Aishah; a bit timid eventho really quick and smart in her reserved way. She's a worrier. Macam aku saling tak tumpah. She worries about the smallest of things. Afraid to speak up her mind. Afraid to ask about things and often get frustrated if she can't cope with the smallest things. But then again, she's one hell of a smart girl. Darling, please open up a bit. I know you are brilliant but you need to express yourself out if u want to be happy in the future.
Arina; the cheekiest of all. Very oppinionated. If her twins sister I would consider as sweet, eager-to-please girls, I would say Arina is quite opposite. From day one, she knows what she want exactly, and will throw tantrum if she didn't get her way. Well, ada mama heran? She mostly thinks of pleasing herself first, and others second. A quick-witted girl. Strong headed. And the smartest of the lot at her age. Playful. Daring. Honestly, aku risau akan yang sorang ini. Risau seorang ibu hehehehehe..
Tu diaa... ya Allah aku dah ada empat orang anak2 yang dah besar2. Terasa sangat nih since Arina start her school session. Dan aku masih bukan ibu yang bagus untuk anak2 aku. I'm often frustrated with myself. On things that I should do but have not done; and on things that I shouldn't do but keep on doing. Do you know the feeling? *sighhhhh*
Anak2ku, I'm sorry if i'm not the perfect mom. And i'm sorry if you are not the perfect kids. But each other is all we have. And we might as well make the best out of it.
Love u, kiddos! (why do you think i wake up early fixing breakfast and 4 kinds of lunch pack at wee hour in the morning, huh? i would never do that for me! or even for your father! hahahahah!)